As a male gynecologist, I usually receive all kinds of patients, but I never expected that I would meet a woman who had been in secret for many years in my gynecological clinic.

That day was after an autumn rain.

“Call the next one.” I told the nurse after watching the two patients. Then wash your hands.

When I turned around, the patient was sitting across from my desk, but my body became petrified the moment I saw her.

“Zhao Menglei?”

“Feng Xiao! How could it be you?” She also recognized me.

The surprised, cheerful expression on her beautiful face immediately affected my nerves, and I asked, “Zhao Menglei? Am I not dreaming?”

“Feng Xiao, how could you be an obstetrician and gynecologist?” She was asking me, but an embarrassed expression had appeared on her face.

I know, I can’t see my female classmate, and she is still my dream lover. I don’t want to spoil the beauty in my heart. So I smiled at her: “I’ll take you to the doctor next door. Female doctor.”

She immediately stood up, “Thank you.”

It seems that she is also reluctant to let me see her. After all, we were classmates. Everyone is too familiar. If I see her, I can only cause embarrassment to both of us.

After returning her to an outpatient associate professor, I returned to my consulting room, and my heart suddenly became uncomfortable-she was married? How else would you come here to see a doctor?

“I’ll invite you to dinner.” She finished the illness and came over to invite me.

“I invite you,” I said quickly, and I couldn’t help getting excited again.

“Okay, who makes you a man?” She laughed.

At that moment, I found that she was still as beautiful as before, but some traces of years were left on her face.

On the way to the hotel, Zhao Menglei asked me, “Why didn’t I see your name when I registered?”

I replied embarrassedly: “Because I am just an ordinary doctor, a doctor with an associate professor or above will have a name at the registration office.”

“How many years have you worked?” She asked.

“I just came to work and just graduated with a master’s degree this year. I just went to the qualifications of the attending physician, and it is estimated that the job title will soon be down.” I found myself unable to help but say so detailed.

I chose the place to eat temporarily, not far from our hospital.

A graceful woman, probably the boss lady here, personally sent us a recipe and asked me with a smile: “What do you want to eat?”

“Come a few of your special dishes here,” I said after thinking about it.

“Okay.” She put the recipe back, “what would you like to order?”

I went to see Zhao Menglei, “What do you say?”

“Old classmates, of course, have a drink. White bar, don’t be too expensive.” She said to me with a smile.

“Well!” The graceful woman responded and left.

Zhao Menglei looked at me and asked with a smile: “What do you love?”

I smiled bitterly: “Where can I have a lover, I haven’t even talked about love once.”

I felt my face getting hot because my heart was saying: I have been thinking of you in my heart.

“Have you been single?” She asked, looking at me in surprise.

I nodded at her and asked, “What about you? What does your lover do?”

Although I knew she was almost surely married, I still expected her to have the same answer as mine.

However, the reality was very cruel, and she replied, “He works in a central corporate sales office and only recently transferred to Jiangnan Province. So I followed suit.”

I suddenly felt sad.

At this time, the charming lady came over and brought a bottle of white wine.

I opened the bottle of wine with a smile, and poured it on her, “Come, I respect you. Meet the old classmates.”

She took a drink and drank it.

I sipped it and drank it.

The charming and charming boss never came again, but was served by other waiters. The taste of the dishes is very good.

Eating and drinking, I asked her, “How was the result of the inspection today? Where are you uncomfortable?”

She glanced at me with shame on her face, “Isn’t this your clinic?”

“Oh! Professional habits. Don’t mind.” I also feel that my topic is excessive and boring.

“It’s okay.” She raised a glass at me. “Old classmate, maybe I will come to you often in the future.”

“Why? The problem is serious?” I immediately returned to my professional status, and it was really teaching. I regret it immediately after asking.

“Drink.” She raised a glass at me again.

After drinking this glass of wine, I secretly vowed not to ask her questions about her condition.

Fortunately, she no longer talks about that. Our later topics were all interesting things from the previous school, as well as some things about female classmates in the class. Many of them are unknown to me.

A bottle of wine drank quickly, and she never expected her to be so drunk.

“Another bottle?” I asked her.

She shook her head and her tongue was a little bit bigger. “I drank too much.”

Actually, I was almost there, and I nodded. “Okay, you have more food.”

At this time I realized that she had already drunk too much, because the chopsticks on her hands fell on the table several times. When picking up the chopsticks, her body leaned forward slightly, and the snowy white ditch passing by the neckline let me Hardly moved his eyes.

I went to feed her and I had the urge to feed her. Of course, I dare not.

“Don’t eat it. I’m done.” She finally lowered her chopsticks and said to me.

So I hurried to call the waiter to pay the bill.

“I checked out.” She said to me with a smile.

I just remembered that she went to the bathroom halfway through our meal, and it was probably the bill to be settled at that time. “What are you doing? Didn’t you say I’ll treat you?”

“Let’s go,” she said, and then stood up staggeringly. I wanted to help her, but I didn’t dare.

But she glanced at me, “You help me. I can’t move.”

I hesitated for a moment, then immediately held her arm. At this moment, my heart trembled suddenly because I felt her arms were so soft!

“Where do you live? I’ll take you home.” I asked her when I was on the side of the road.

“No,” she shook her head.

“Then I’ll call you a car,” I said.

What I didn’t expect was that she suddenly let go of my hand, turned and looked at me and asked, “Feng Xiao, did you like me very much in high school?”

I froze for a moment, and looked at her in my heart, wondering how to answer.

She still said, “You used to follow me often, I know.”

Even after many years, this sentence made me blush.

She looked at me and smiled: “Feng laughs, I have to go home. Goodbye. By the way, can you give me your mobile phone number?”

“Sure.” I said.

She smiled and handed the phone towards me. “You save it for me.”

I certainly wouldn’t refuse. I picked up my phone and saved my number. What woke me up was that her head rested on my shoulder during the process of saving the number!

And the chest was lightly attached to my arm. It felt very soft … very soft …

“That’s all right, I can find you at any time.” She took the cell phone from my hand, said to me with a smile, and then went to the side of the road and waved for a car. I noticed that her body was shaking, and hurriedly ran towards her, holding her body with her hands, her hands were her soft back skin. Although separated by a layer of clothing, the feeling on my hand is still so clear.

The taxi drove her away, leaving a patch of darkness in the night.

I sighed and went back to the bedroom alone. I couldn’t help but sigh the injustice of the world. After all, it was the woman I had been secretly secreting for many years.

I was a little depressed all night, and I had to recall the scenes from the past. In her memory, her wonderful figure relieved me a lot of pain and made me slowly enter sleep.

When I went to work the next day, I slowly calmed down, because I was too busy, and because I had completely taken my fate. There is a truth I still understand: no matter how craving for things that do not belong to you is useless. The ripple she stirred me yesterday finally came to a calmness.

However, my destiny is to blame. In the afternoon, I just accepted a new patient and was admitted to the hospital. When I was writing the inpatient medical records, I suddenly received a call from Zhao Menglei: “I invite you to dinner at night. You must come.”

Suddenly there was an excitement in my heart, “Where?”

“My house,” she replied, “I have made several dishes for you to taste my craft.”

“Is your husband at home?” I asked involuntarily. After I asked, I realized that I hated the man a bit.

“Going on a business trip,” she said, “you must come.”

Immediately relieved, “Okay, you tell me the address of your home.”

There is something inexplicable in my heart …

A doctor from the department came to find me when I was off work. She was my sister, because she was also a student of my mentor, one term higher than me.

“Little master, help me to work the night shift at night.” She said to me with a smile.

“Sister Su Hua, I have something tonight, really.” I hurriedly said.

“Unless you are in love, otherwise you have to help me on duty.” She said aggressively.

“What’s the matter with you?” I was a little upset, because she had sent me to work for the second time, and I didn’t pay back my rest time after taking the work last time.

“My boyfriend is back today.” She was full of happiness. I see the look on her face as a “sex blessing”

“I really have something. I’m sorry, but you still have someone else to do the work for you.” I don’t want to miss the opportunity to be alone with Zhao Menglei tonight. I have a kind of expectation and excitement, just want to be with her, because the secret love feeling for her in middle school has penetrated into my bone marrow.

Su Hua looked at me with a smile on her face. “Really in love?”

I nodded!

Suddenly she was surprised, “Really? What did she do?”

“Check your hukou?” I suddenly felt guilty.

Su Hua laughed, “Well, I won’t bother you anymore. But you’ll take her to see me then.”

Immediately I felt that my face was very hot, and there was a deep guilt in my heart.

She still looked at me and smiled, “Oh! Shy?”

I got up and took off my white coat and walked outside the ward. Behind her was a hearty laugh.

When I was outside, I took out my phone and called Zhao Menglei.