I love her, and at this moment, I know it all.
I seem to have no consciousness, except madness. & nbp;
“Let me …” Her lips left me and a long moan …
“Feng Xiao, would you marry me if I divorced?” Zhao Menglei asked me when I left her house that night.
“Yes,” I said.
But she regretted it as soon as she left the house.
There is only one reason I regret it: she is a married woman, but she tries to seduce me and let me do this kind of thing. Therefore, I don’t think she is a good woman.
That night, only a few times, I lost myself. I was immediately ashamed, and at the same time I had a sense of relief-the imagination of men and women in my fantasy turned out to be so boring!
It is ridiculous to say that, as an obstetrician and gynecologist, although I see women of all colors every day, I have never experienced the sexual process myself. Therefore, I have been fantasizing about the beauty of that process, always hoping for the first time that I can enter a state of ecstasy. However, I found out that this is not the case. My own process was like having a pee during morning morning lifting. There was no pleasure at all. Only shame and disappointment.
My shame was directed at Zhao Menglei, because I felt that I was too incompetent; but my disappointment was because of my disillusionment for many years, and at the same time I was frustrated with my first time doing so.
“Are you really the first time?” She asked me.
I nodded, afraid to speak, and embarrassed to answer her question, still because of shame. She immediately hugged me tightly, lips whispered softly in my ears: “My poor man …”
At that moment, my mind was mixed and I couldn’t tell what it was like.
Next, she hugged me to her bathroom, then bathed and wiped my back, wiped me clean, and sent me back to the large bed again. Then she went to take a bath by herself.
Lying on the bed, I had a dreamlike feeling-her once so out of reach, now it is so easy to get it!
Soon she came out of the bathroom, wrapped in a bath towel, and her skin was bright and dazzling. She was smiling sweetly at me. I found that she seemed more beautiful than before, with the beauty of a mature woman.
Her body was cold after taking a shower, which may be the reason that the air conditioner in her home is always on. She came to hug me again …
Her original white cheeks had a moving blush. Although the eyes were still tightly closed, the long eyelashes were shaking slightly. For a long time, the black hair spread out like a soft waterweed, pressed under him, forming a sharp contrast with the white flawless body …
This time, I really experienced happiness and beauty …
I don’t know, this thing is addictive.
In the following days, I almost lingered with Zhao Menglei.
However, one thing I was sober: I couldn’t marry her. Because she is a married woman, because she is too casual.
What I didn’t expect, however, was that I would eventually marry her and then step into the hall of sacred marriage together. Later I learned that she was so bitter and she had a true feeling for me.
Sister Su Hua always looked at me and smiled at work.
“What are you laughing at?” I was a little uncomfortable with her.
“Looks really in love,” she said, a weird smile on her face.
I’m baffled, “Where do you see it?”
“I still have lipstick on my neck,” she said.
I couldn’t help but rush to the toilet in the ward. She laughed behind me.
Last night, under my insistence, I left Zhao Menglei’s house. Because I was afraid in my heart, afraid that her man would go home suddenly. As a result, he returned to his bedroom and slept without washing. He was panicking as he lay down on his narrow single bed. After waking up this morning, I wiped my face and went to the ward because I had slept for the first time. Su Hua said that I had lipstick on my neck, which surprised me and convinced me.
But where is the lipstick mark? Looking at myself in the mirror in the ward toilet, I found myself fooled! Suddenly remembered, when I saw Zhao Menglei yesterday, she had no makeup at all, let alone lipstick!
“Brother, you are too honest. Haha! But now I fully believe that you are in love. Congratulations.” After returning to the ward, Su Hua said to me with a smile.
However, I can only smile bitterly, can she be my girlfriend?
“But my brother, I still hate you very much.” She was smiling. “You don’t know. I was very miserable last night. I didn’t say that several patients were admitted, and I came to a patient with a major ectopic bleeding. I had surgery until midnight. By the way, the patient received your bed. It’s pretty. “
“I’ll go and see.” I hurriedly said, and suddenly found something wrong with my words-I didn’t want to see it immediately because the patient was beautiful, but I went for a daily rounds.
Not to mention, this patient is really beautiful.
I smiled at her. “Hello, I’m your doctor Feng Xiao.”
She also smiled at me, and then frowned. “Good doctor. I’m making you trouble.”
I immediately felt that she was a very literate woman, because most patients would not speak to our doctors this way, because they often thought that this was our duty.
It was a pleasure talking to a literate patient, and seeing her painful frown, I asked softly, “What? The anesthetic is over?”
“Yes. The wound hurts a bit,” she answered.
“Dr. Su’s operation is very good, you can rest assured.” I said to her with a smile, “Come, let me look at your wound.”
“Um.” She promised, then lifted her hem of her clothes, and at the same time dropped her pants down. She was wearing a sick suit and was loose.
I looked at the gauze on her abdomen, and suddenly I was a little surprised because I found that there was blood on the gauze!
Gently peel off the adhesive tape on her snow-white belly, and then gently open the gauze, and I saw that her wound had cracked.
“Did you catch a cold? Is your cough bad?” I asked her.
“I don’t have a cold. I do have a cough, but it’s not very bad,” she replied.
“Your wound is cracking. It must be that you cough while you are asleep.” I said. This can only be the only reason, because there is another reason for the wound to crack, which is infection and fat liquefaction, but that may not happen until a week later.
“What then?” She asked anxiously.
“I have to sew you up again.” I said.
“Are you going to the operating room?” She asked, looking nervous.
I shook my head, “Here it is. By the way, what about your relatives? Why is no one with you? You know, bleeding from ectopic pregnancy is dangerous.”
She said sadly: “I know. Actually, I don’t care, just die. Why send me to the hospital?”
I suddenly understood: this is another woman who was hurt by feelings.
But I was puzzled, “Who brought you to the hospital? Fortunately, in time, otherwise it will be dangerous.”
I asked her for two reasons. One was to know if her relatives were there, and the other was that she didn’t want her to be sad. Because I was reminding her that she had escaped from the death line, I must cherish her life even more.
“Doctor, can I have children in the future?” She asked me such a question.
I was immediately relieved, because her words represented her hope, the hope of life.
“It should be fine.” I answered her with a smile.
“Thank you,” she whispered.
“I’ll get ready and come and stitch your wounds in a while. Don’t be afraid, I’ll give you a narcotic.” Immediately, I told her softly.
I asked the nurse to prepare me a device for suturing the wound. On this occasion I went to see the patient’s medical record.
Her name is Yu Min, and she is 25 years old. The medical records are routine examinations, and the results are mostly normal. I mainly look at Su Hua’s surgery records.
No problems were found.
At this time, Su Hua came in. She walked wildly, and when she was at her desk, she violently put the stethoscope on it and made a loud voice, “Too tired. Go back to sleep after you have prescribed your doctor.”
I think I should tell her about the patient, “Sister Su Hua, the patient’s wound was cracked. Is there anything wrong with you when you suture?”
“What?” She came to me suddenly, surprised.
I nodded at her.
“Brother, don’t you tell anyone about this?” She said softly to me, begging.
I’m a bit strange, because the matter itself should not be her responsibility. Everyone should understand this situation, because the patient’s wound is not a medical accident.
“Now the people in the department are very troublesome. Once something happens, someone will gossip. I will raise the deputy in two years. I don’t want to be affected by this.” She explained to me softly.
Immediately, I laughed and said, “It’s okay. I won’t say it. You can rest assured that I will handle this matter.”
“Thank you, Brother.” A smile burst into her face. I found that this sister who usually has a man’s personality even has a charming side.
After prescribing a medical order to other patients, go to Yu Min to suture the wound.
First she sterilized her wound with a sterile gauze and alcohol, and then performed local anesthesia. When the alcohol had just touched her wound, she screamed softly, “Ouch!” I also saw her abdominal muscles contract.
“It’s okay, it will be all right,” I said softly to her.
Immediately, she gave a soft whistle while giving her a narcotic, and I hurriedly turned to smile at her. She was a little embarrassed, her face flushed slightly. “Sorry, I was afraid of pain since I was young.”
“Now? Is it still painful?” More than half of the anesthetic has been injected, and I asked her with a smile.
She is shaking her head.
Quickly pull out the thread from her whitish wound, and then quickly sew her. To be honest, Su Hua did a good job because I found that Yu Min’s wound was very small.
After stitching, I looked at her wound and nodded with satisfaction. “You need to pay attention now, you must control your cough. It will be troublesome if it breaks apart again. I can’t find it at that time. It’s time to drop the needle, “I said to her immediately.
“Thank you, Dr. Feng.” She thanked me sincerely.
“You’re welcome.” I smiled at her and started packing up the appliances.
“Dr. Feng, what if I can’t help but cough?” She asked suddenly.
“Control as much as possible, and take a deep breath when you want to cough. If you can’t control it, gently cough. Anyway, just one point, don’t let the pressure inside the abdomen be too high.” I replied, and asked curiously, ” Why didn’t you cough when I sutured you just now? “
“Maybe I’m too scared to forget it,” she said out of tongue, mischievously.
I don’t know why, I suddenly had an inexplicable affection for Yu Min.
