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Monochrome Rumor Chapter 1.0

Monochrome Rumor Chapter 1.0

‘Sometimes I imagine that On a rainy afternoon, you pale, the pale back of your hand

In the end, there was nothing to touch, the time alone with you… ‘ I thought I was hearing a song, very old. Even after that, I kept the voice that was mumbled with a hum without any accompaniment for a very long time. Everything was already messed up and now torn beyond irreversible, I knew it. Still, there was an unstoppable feeling. A feeling that won’t go away. Why? The good memories were so small and meaningless that I could count them in my hand.

The time we spent together was like hell at times, and no matter how much I open my heart to show you, the sheets that were wet with tears because of you are now stained. The days when I only looked at your ID photos because I wanted to see you are so far away now. Did you want to chew on your tongue because of the miserable feelings that you realize only at the end? You’ve never made eye contact with me, and you’ve never met my heart.

Even though I knew that Jeong-Joon, who had become miserable, was harassed hundreds of times and trampled under your feet like garbage, I struggled to close my eyes. It was a hellish time, a time when everything was black because there was no way out.

The man struggled to lift his shaky eyes. His hair, hot as if on fire, was blinking slowly, wet and wet. The numb left leg was twisted into a bizarre shape, revealing at first glance the white bones, and was firmly stuck in the space between the driver’s seat and the door. Except for the rumble of machinery, the surroundings were as quiet as dead mice. you die here. Then it suddenly comes to mind.

I was in a hurry due to a late-night schedule. I took the car key from the manager who shook his head to cancel the schedule, saying it would be impossible to go now and climbed into the driver’s seat alone. The highway was quiet, and the promised time approached and the weight on the accelerator gradually increased. I thought I might have taken it. He didn’t even drink alcohol, but his right foot, which should have been on the brake, was down.

On an empty road, I saw a luxury-looking foreign vehicle driving alone in the distance. The road entered a sharp curve, and the navigation warning message screamed from the man’s car that did not slow down. The orange luminous lights on the guardrails flashed dizzyingly and passed by the corners of his eyes. The car, which was accelerating at a great speed, crashed into a foreign vehicle in front of it and deviated from the guardrail. Why do you buy it? It was your question that I once asked with contempt. He couldn’t pretend he didn’t know the other meaning behind those words, so the man smiled clumsily without saying anything. All your words didn’t hate me, but they always hurt. Like swallowing a needle, if I could forget it, it stinged here and there and swelled up a lot.

The car that fell under the guard rail rolled several times. The sound of bangs, bangs, heads smashed here and there, and the twisting of legs that were misplaced by shock could be heard all the way here. can’t think of anything The pain of the body was already far away, and the man laughed even in the blurred vision. However, before the sound of laughter could even escape, he was startled by the sight of someone else passing through his head, as if waking up from a dream.

Brother, a friendly voice calling out to you. Always the same hospital uniform with a pathologically white face.
“uh… … .”

A voice that had not come out suddenly leaked out. When my brain, frozen in shock, woke up from the dream and faced reality, the images of a still young girl overflowed like a flood. A smiling face looking at this side, and a particularly slender wrist. Moments when a child burns because of the pain that spreads and wants to cry but bites his lip to hold it in. I hope my brother is popular. He knew he was delighted, even though he spoke like a fountain.

“uh… , uh… … .” before you get married

I have to pay off all my debts, recover from my illness, and put on a pretty wedding dress.
That’s what my brother wants to buy. You, who dyed your face red at the added words, screamed loudly. How old am I now and I’m already talking about marriage! It was just nice to see him pulling the duvet as if embarrassed. When we brushed away our messy hair, it was as if peace was ours. As if the hellish times are already a long time ago.

how did i forget you There was no hope for a body that had already been completely destroyed. Through the blurry vision, I could see someone through the shattered window. It was clear that the car had crashed into each other and crashed. sorry. The words that could not be uttered with a sound melted into the tongue. The hot liquid constantly wets your cheeks. who, someone I am so weak that I can no longer live, but still someone.

Someone, please take care of him. I’m pretending to be strong, but I’m still weak for a while, I don’t know the world where I have to live alone.

In the midst of the agonizing pain, the man prayed and prayed for a longing that he could not even utter. Even though I know that I can’t reach you, even though I know that. As the unstoppable prayers filled the still space, the consciousness grew farther and farther away. Meaningless winds that I can’t let go of while witnessing the moment when my blurred vision flickers black. There are promises that have not been kept. There’s someone waiting.

When is Oppa the happiest? One day, the darkness came to the end of your voice that had been asking me without meaning. it was off

The color that spreads through the window is dazzling. As the sun was setting, the breeze coming in was now quite cold, and I could see a white hand protruding from somewhere skillfully closing the open window. He was not short and had a great proportion, so if he looked at him briefly admiring him, he could see the man’s head, who had only shown his back, slowly turn and stare at him. That face slowly revealed with the soft curtains.

Are you dreaming?

Ha-jin looked at the man in front of her and blinked her eyes. There was a gentle beauty there, and a smile that gently curves the corners of her mouth taps on someone’s chest to the point of being miserable. Thinking that it was a familiar face somewhere, the man who had smiled once approached me at a quick pace.
oh, it bumps

Before he could even think of that, the man lightly passed through his body. At that empty feeling, Lee Ha-jin clicked his tongue this time. It’s a real dream.
The man who passed himself through him slumped down on the cot under his bed. Then he began to talk about something, but as he got closer, a small girl, hidden behind the man’s body, popped out.

Her bloodless face and dazzling eyes were cute, but she was pretty enough to show at a glance that she would become quite a beauty when she grew up. Hajin Lee looked around her, thinking that her small mouth and small talk resembled a bird like a canary. The hospital bed for the patient, the ringer, and the white room all looked like a hospital room. As if it was a single room, the bed with only one bed was unusually large, and on the one hand, it was a lonely sight.

Why am I dreaming a dream I don’t even know the meaning of?

Looking back at his memories, he was clearly on his way home from the transaction. But strangely, after that, it was all covered in black, so I can’t tell. Maybe he fell asleep, and Ha Jin looked down at the boy and girl again.

The man’s fingertips were gently brushing the girl’s hair. It was a gesture that was cautious and sensitive enough to feel that it was a touch of a precious thing, seeing the two of them for the first time. The conversation was quiet and full of everyday things. A girl who smiles when her eyes meet and pretends to blush and blush at the occasional man’s pranks. Tender silence, intimate touch. The hospital room, where there were only the two of us, was filled with such things, and there was something so distant that it felt as if only this place was a different world.

It’s quiet. On the other side of the hospital room where no one came, Lee Ha-jin was silently looking at the two of them. Then time passed like a lie.
The man would return late at night and come back a few days later, but Lee Ha-jin could easily recognize it by looking at the face he saw the moment he opened the door of the hospital room. only time. A look on his face, wandering aimlessly somewhere in hell, and finally returning to his resting place. The man’s face softens when he hears the girl’s voice calling out to him, “Oppa.” It was a sad face.

Such a peaceful time passed in an instant, and in that time, Lee Ha-jin just looked at the two without saying a word. I didn’t know when it would end, but I thought it was a pretty good dream.

The wait wasn’t very long. When I looked up at a certain feeling that ran through my head, the door of the hospital room that had been closed shone transparently, as if it was announcing that it was time to wake up. It was an unusually delicate dream, so it was the moment when I got up from where I had always been sitting with a short smile and opened my body to get out of the hospital room.

Please take care of this kid. it was a man The words he spit out as he met eyes he had never met were wet. I’m pretending to be strong, but I’m still young for a long time. With a quiet voice, the man’s gaze fell to the corner of the now-empty bed. It was a tired face.

I don’t know the world where I have to live alone. I’m still too young, so… … .

I don’t know the hellish reality. So, I wanted to keep that forever unaware… … . I could see the damp man’s cheeks trembling. Eyes resembling begging knew despair. Thinking it was a familiar face, Lee Ha-jin turned and tried to exit the hospital room. The end of those who knew despair was always the same, and it was only natural that he did not become the kind of person who could sympathize or pity it. Yes, it sure would have been.

Lee Ha-jin recognizes the steps that do not fall and looks down at the man who is crying silently. The dark dark memories were slowly coming to mind.

He was on his way home from a deal. Dae-jun, who was driving, glanced in the rear-view mirror as if hesitantly said. The car behind you doesn’t slow down, bro. Blinking his tired eyes, he replied that he should send it first without arguing, and then closed his eyes. Even though I knew it, I felt a sense of anxiety. And the next moment, Mr. Fal! When I opened my eyes reflexively to Daejun’s loud voice, I felt that I had been hit hard from behind and the car that escaped the guardrail crashed.
Oh, you die like this.

Ha Jin remembered the last scene. From a very close distance, the man who apparently had crashed into his car was weeping bitterly with his blood-stained face. His face, wishing not to be reached, was no different from that crying in front of him now. Come on out of here! Sentences like bright red warnings flowed non-stop in my head. yes, go He tried to take a light step, but the sound of the man’s voice again made him unable to move, as if his feet were stuck on the floor.