This call made me very embarrassed. Although I promised her on the phone, I didn’t want to go to her again, but it was not easy to push it, because I already had that relationship with her.
I still went after work. This was the result of an afternoon ideological struggle. I felt like a hesitant moth. After hovering around the light for a long time, I still rushed towards that piece of fire …
I felt that it was difficult for me to control myself after having my first night with Zhao Menglei. She was like opium, which made me hard to resist.
This is a nature, a nature. I will continue to smoke opium when I intersect with a woman. Once Yunyu is tested for the first time, I will become addicted and become dependent. Medically speaking, this is the normal reflection of the human terminal phrenic nerve being over-stimulated in the cerebral cortex. In other words, there is no human being, and sin is natural.
Persuaded himself, he walked towards Zhao Menglei’s house without hesitation. On the way, I never considered myself a moth. I told myself in my heart, “You are going to meet your dream lover for many years, and this is also a kind of love.
Despite being immoral love …
“Feng Xiao, why have you been here so long!” Zhao Menglei saw me, took my arm, and said to me insultingly.
The cool air in her house and the gentle smile on her face made me crazy for a while.
“Go take a bath,” she said to me.
For a moment my mind hadn’t sobered up, so that I had no response to her words.
She laughed with a flutter, “Why are you asking me to wash you?”
“Bath? Okay.” Now, I finally reacted.
“Do you really want me to bathe you? Hee hee!” She smiled suddenly, a hot kiss suddenly stamped on my sweaty cheek.
This kiss made my soul completely return to my body. At this moment, the inner contradiction and hesitation suddenly went outside Jiu Xiaoyun, and only the lust was left, and it had been suddenly provoked by her …
She bathed me as tenderly as my wife. Although I have never been married, not even my girlfriend, I can imagine the gentle wife’s performance in marriage.
Afterwards, we had dinner together and of course we drank some wine. Then she finished washing and I watched TV.
Then we went to her bedroom together. The whole process is as natural as a couple.
This time I left her house the next morning, because after falling in love with her, I fell asleep and fell asleep until dawn.
She had already prepared breakfast when she woke up in the morning. I didn’t leave her house until after dinner.
Go out of her house, take the elevator downstairs, then go to the side of the road and take a car. I had a fantastic feeling in the process. I woke up when I arrived at the gate of the hospital-Feng Xiao, how can you do this? At this moment, regret and horror began to strike at the same time.
…
Yu Min’s wound was in good condition after being re-stitched by me. Although there was some redness, there was no sign of cracking again.
“Are you coughing?” I asked while cleaning her wound.
“Not much coughing. Thank you.” She smiled lightly.
“It’s nothing. However, you still have to pay attention at any time, and tell me if there is any situation.” I said to her softly.
“Now I feel the wound is a little itchy,” she said, frowning. “Sometimes itching is uncomfortable. I can’t help but go to the place where the wound was scratched, but it hurts again when I scratch it, and I’m worried about another wound.
“Itches, which means that the wound is growing flesh, which is a sign of healing.” I said with a smile, “Don’t go for it. If you can’t stand it, just press it gently.”
“Well,” she said.
“Where’s your family?” I asked. “What do you do when you’re hospitalized, eating, and going to the toilet?”
“I always ask the nurse for help,” she said sadly. “My home is not here.”
“Where’s your boyfriend?” I asked again. She is an ectopic pregnancy, which means that she must have a man. Otherwise, how could she be pregnant? & nbp;
“He, he’s gone,” she replied, and tears began to drip from her eyes.
Immediately, I regretted the problem I had just.
“Take a good rest.” I stopped asking her, and at this point I had changed her medicine. She was about to leave, but heard her suddenly call me: “Dr. Feng …”
I stood still and looked at her with a smile.
“Oh, nothing.” She said, smiling embarrassedly on her face.
I continued to smile at her and turned to prepare to leave again, but her voice came again: “Dr. Feng, when do you work night shifts?”
“Tomorrow evening.” I answered.
“Dr. Feng, can you come and talk with me during the night shift?” She asked me in a low voice.
I don’t know how. At this moment, a tender emotion rose in my heart, “OK.” I nodded to her, said softly.
“Thank you!” Her voice instantly rejoiced.
Zhao Menglei called me again that afternoon, but I refused. My reason is good: the mentor’s birthday is tonight. Then I told her, “I’ll be on the night shift tomorrow night. I may be busy lately.”
“Are you getting bored of me?” She asked.
“Don’t say that, I’ve been really busy lately.” I didn’t say “No” to her, because I couldn’t say it, and I didn’t really get tired of her, but because of self-blame. Anyway, she’s a married person. I don’t want to let myself continue like this.
And today, my patient, her words made a ripple in my heart, and I felt her affection for me. So I thought: If I find a girlfriend who belongs to me as soon as possible, then my kind of improper relationship with Zhao Menglei can really end.
Of course Zhao Menglei didn’t know what I really thought, so she immediately laughed, “Well then. Call me anytime after you’re busy.”
I could hear that her mood was pleasant, because there was an element of lightness in her voice.
Only sigh.
After having dinner that night, I went directly to the ward. My collective dormitory is too stuffy, and the ward is air-conditioned. Of course, sultry is only one of the reasons, and the other is that I want to talk to that beautiful female patient named Yu Min.
First I went to the doctor’s office and took out a copy of Obstetrics and Gynecology from the drawer. This is pretend.
“Dr. Feng works so hard?” The doctor on duty immediately praised me when he saw that I was seriously reading.
“The dormitory is too hot to read.” I smiled bitterly.
“Dr. Feng, isn’t our department’s income low? Why not buy a house by yourself? Why squeeze into that small collective dormitory?” The doctor on duty said to me with a smile.
“It’s hundreds of thousands. Where can I get so much money?” I can’t help but quiver.
“Are you stupid? Mortgage.” She looked at me as if looking at an alien.
“I don’t even have a girlfriend. What do I buy a house for?” I smiled bitterly.
“Dr. Feng, I think you think the problem back.” She looked at me and said with a serious expression. “You should think so. Now you have a good income. If you have a house and then a car, find a girlfriend. Is n’t it easy? Women are very realistic. Although you are also an obstetrician and gynecologist, you only know their bodies, but you do n’t understand the hearts of women. Besides, do people have to live for themselves? So hot, why are you going to suffer that kind of sin? “
“That makes sense!” At this moment, I suddenly felt a sense of indifference.
She noticed the book in my hand and said: “Dr. Feng, so serious, she is still reading.”
“The tasks prescribed by the teacher are mainly that I have to finish a dissertation recently.” I hurriedly said.
“Don’t you graduate and already work?” She asked.
“The teacher asked me to take my doctorate,” I said.
“The future is great. Dr. Feng.” She smiled at me. “Well, I’m going to see the patient. You can read slowly.”
Looking at her back, I smiled bitterly. The doctor on duty is Zhong Xiaohong. She was the first group of college students after the Cultural Revolution. She has good business abilities, but in theory, it is difficult to move in the position of the attending physician on the title. She was already discouraged, and whenever she was at work, she went to chat with the nurses, which was trivial.
She is actually very good, but she has a bad temper for her patients.
After Zhong Xiaohong left, I continued to stay in the office. I don’t know how, I hesitated a little: Should I go to Yu Min’s ward or not? I find myself different today than usual. Because I was usually just a doctor, and tonight, I had a little more thought.
In the end, I convinced myself. So I got up and went to her ward. By the way, I have never said that Yu Min is living in a single ward. From this, I can see that her family situation should be very good. Because of this, I was full of curiosity about her: How can a girl with such a good family condition not be seen and accompanied by the hospitalized person? You know, she is a very dangerous ectopic pregnancy. She may be dead if she is sent to the hospital a little later.
When she met Zhong Xiaohong in the aisle of the ward, she asked me, “What? No more reading?”
“I’m going to see my patient.” I was inexplicably flustered, and said in a hurry.
“I’ve seen it all, it’s okay,” she said, and stood still in front of me.
“Tired to read and read, just walk out.” I hurriedly said, then walked sideways in front of her.
I didn’t turn around and walked straight forward, but I didn’t hear footsteps coming from behind me. I know, she might be standing there watching me.
This person is really nosy! I am very unhappy.
However, in this way, I was embarrassed to go directly to Yu Min’s ward, so I had to go forward and walk to the door of a three-person ward before pushing the door.
Finally heard the sound of footsteps from behind in the distance.
The large ward was very dark and quiet, and several patients seemed to have fallen asleep. After I entered, I looked around. The people inside did not notice me, so they retreated.
The hallway was quiet and no one was walking around. I was so happy that I walked towards Yu Min’s ward slowly.
When I reached the door of her ward, I stopped suddenly. At this moment, I found that my heart was beating fiercely. Suddenly I felt panicked.
I know I can’t just stand outside the door of the ward like this, if it is seen by the doctor or nurse on duty, it will be gossip. I took a deep breath, raised my hand and knocked gently on the door. In obstetrics and gynecology, especially such single-person wards, we male doctors should knock on the door before entering. Of course, female doctors and nurses don’t have to knock.
However, I didn’t hear a voice inside.
I hurriedly opened the door of the ward …
