I am a left-behind child.
When he was ten years old, his father started working on a private mine in the village. He went out at five o’clock in the morning and never came back. Since then, my mother has been washing her face with tears all day long. Because she can’t bear the pressure of one person to feed the old and small, she left me alone at my uncle’s house and went out to work.
As for what she was doing outside, my uncle didn’t tell me, but she would send some money to my uncle every month, which was regarded as the expenses of my boarding at their home.
In the beginning, my uncle’s family took good care of me, but I don’t know when I started to send money more and more in punctuality. In the end, I lost contact with us directly. Since then, my aunt’s attitude towards me has become worse and worse.
I resisted all her cold words to me, because I believe that one day, my mother will come here to pick me up.
However, things didn’t seem to go as smoothly as I thought, and God seemed to want me to see the most real ugly side of the world early.
That day, I also forgot what it was for. The school let us leave school early, so I carried my schoolbag and ran happily to my uncle’s house.
But as soon as I arrived at the door, I heard sparse sounds inside. I don’t know what’s going on. After hearing those movements, my heart started beating wildly inexplicably, and my eyes involuntarily peeked in through the cracks in the half-closed door.
On the kang in the back room, the aunt was lying naked on it, and on her bulging body, there was a man who was also unclothed on his stomach, and that man was not someone else, but was the village chief with a kind face!
At that time, I was still young, and I didn’t know what they were doing. However, seeing the two of them barely entangled together, I always felt that what they did was definitely not a good thing.
I was worried that my aunt would notice, so I wanted to run away from the door, but when I left, I accidentally knocked down the sweeping broom standing at the door.
The sound outside the door really alarmed the two people in the back room. In almost an instant, my aunt appeared behind me like a ghost.
“Okay, you little bastard, what are you hiding here to steal?” The buttons on the collar of my aunt’s neck were too late to be buttoned, and the white flowers on her chest just showed up in front of me.
I stood trembling on the spot, even breathing carefully, holding a broom in my hand, blushing for a long time and dare not speak.
“What’s the matter?” After a long time, the village chief, who was panting on his aunt before, walked out slowly from the back room with his hands on his back.
After seeing that it was me, a hint of cunning flashed across the face that had stood up before. His dingy eyes kept looking at me up and down.
Then, pulling the corners of his mouth, revealing the golden swaying front teeth, he smiled and asked his aunt, “Embroidery, this is what you told me before, your little niece? I didn’t expect them to grow up this way!”
The aunt gave a cold snort, which was a promise.
“Such a beautiful girl, if you really don’t want embroidery, or take my house.” After rubbing his hands on his chest twice, the village chief stretched out his fat right hand and leaned toward my face. come.
The right hand was still rubbing against my aunt’s chest, but at this moment, I wanted to touch me, so I hid on the side in disgust.
“Okay, okay, if you want to raise it, take her away quickly. This kind of money-losing goods, our family has no money to provide it!” The aunt still looked disgusting. Hearing the village chief’s words, she was really anxious. I will get out of their house now.
“Okay, then I will prepare the formalities, and I will pick it up tomorrow.” The village mayor’s face smiled like a flower, with pleats on his face, making him even more wretched.
Before leaving, he glanced at me with those dingy eyes, and then walked to the door with a face full of dismay.
“Auntie, I, I won’t go!” With red eyes, I refused in front of my aunt for the first time.
However, my aunt seemed determined to send me there, and she started to persuade me in an unprecedented way, “I said silly nizi, how nice it is for you to go to the village head’s house, eat well and live well, give you Raised in their home, you can live the life of a princess, and it’s too late for others to envy you!”
I shook my head repeatedly, pulling her arm with both hands, almost knelt down to beg her. When I thought about the scene where she and the village chief were on the kang just now, I was terribly scared.
My tears fell like broken beads, but my aunt shook my hand as if I hadn’t seen it, and coldly gave me the final warning, “You go too. Go, you have to go if you don’t! Anyway, the village chief will come tomorrow, and I will tell him about your uncle!”
I didn’t sleep well all night, and I was always worried that once I closed my eyes, the village chief would appear on my bedside like a ghost.
So, taking advantage of the brightening of the sky, I packed up my few torn clothes and ran out of the home that gave me a hint of warmth.
I bought a train ticket to Shenzhen with dozens of dollars stolen from my aunt. When my mother posted money before, I read the address, but at the moment I only remember a rough idea. Even so, it never extinguished my determination to leave here.
I don’t know if the rumbling train sound rang in my ears for a few days, but it finally arrived at the station when my calf was so swollen.
I stumbled and jumped off the train, but I was directly shocked by the crowds in front of me. Not to mention the southeast and northwest, even the little girl who came to the big city for the first time at the exit can’t be found. At this moment, there are only a few dollars left in my body, and I can’t even afford a steamed bun.
At this moment, a middle-aged man wearing a blue and black tunic suit suddenly appeared in front of me.
“Little girl, alone?” The other party probably saw me alone and a little girl turning around like a headless fly in the train station, and dared to talk to me so blatantly.
At that time, it was the first time for me to leave the native country. I was so innocent and innocent. It could be described in white paper. Therefore, there is no concealment at all about this strange man’s questioning. Tell him directly, I’m here to find my mother.
Hearing my affirmative answer, the smile on the man’s face was deeper, “How can you be so young and don’t have money with you and not go to school?”
He also told me as a “comer”, “Shenzhen is not as easy as your country. Finding someone is not so easy. Moreover, it costs money to do everything here. It is better to go to the vocational high school where he teaches while attending school and arrange a job.
After finishing talking, I took out a colorful enrollment brochure from my bag and continued to tell me that his surname is Gao and he is the teacher of this vocational school. He is enrolling students today.
When I heard that I can make money and go to school. This great event made me feel like I would meet a distinguished person when I went out.
Teacher Gao also said that I feel sorry for me when I am young, and I am going out alone. In order to save me money, I can live with them first.
Along the way, I thanked Teacher Gao no less than dozens of times. I always feel that I can meet him here because God specially arranged for me.
Teacher Gao’s home is much bigger than I thought, and it is cleaner and tidier.
“Yo, Yunfei is back? Hurry up, Dad will introduce you to our new member, she will call you brother…” Teacher Gao stretched out his hand and held the boy who had just walked in through the door, and pointed with the other finger I said.
The boy was white, tall and thin, and looked gentle, but what he said was as cold as iron.
He didn’t even look in my direction. He just threw away Teacher Gao’s hand, raised his foot and walked away.
Before approaching the room, he turned his back to me, and said, “My mother gave birth to me, don’t bring all cats and dogs home!”
“You bastard!” Teacher Gao pointed at the back of his only son, turned his head and pulled my hand, his voice was very gentle, “Fucking death early, I’m usually spoiled by me.”
After speaking, he took me into the room and said that my clothes were dirty, and I wanted to change my clothes.
Teacher Gao asked me to take off my clothes, and I took off obediently. However, he has not let me put it on for a long time. At that time, I was already in puberty, and the female secondary sex characteristics gradually became prominent in me. My naked chest was stared at by a big man like Teacher Gao, and my whole body felt very uncomfortable.
However, Teacher Gao looked like a demon, his eyes fixed on me until the door of the room was knocked by Gao Yunfei outside, “When should I eat? I’m going to be starved to death!”
Teacher Gao reluctantly removed his eyes from me and handed me the clothes in his hands.
For a long time after that, Teacher Gao always called me to his room on the pretext of changing my clothes and asked me to try it out immediately.
But every time after I took off my clothes, I always stared at me desperately with scorching eyes, as if I was about to stretch out two hands from my eyes and devour me.
So, I began to reject Teacher Gao in my heart. Even though I knew that I was able to go to school and establish a foothold in Shenzhen because of him, but as long as I was alone with him, my heart began to become tense inexplicably, and my body began to start. Shaking involuntarily.
At that time, Gao Yunfei, who hated me deeply, seemed to be the only straw that could save me. Because as long as he is by my side, Gao’s actions will not be so excessive, and he seems to be afraid of Gao Yunfei’s appearance, as long as his precious son frowns, he will obediently disappear in front of us.
Probably from that time on, I had an inexplicable dependence on Gao Yunfei, even though he always said that I should get out of his sight and get out of their house, but he was still accurate and precise when I needed him. He appeared in front of me in time and helped me block Teacher Gao’s ghostly catch.
