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A rookie, ten million actors Chapter 1
A rookie, ten million actors Chapter 1
I want to live
“The world of celebrities-! Hello. This is MC Jeongi. Today, a new actor, a god who is shaking up Chungmuro and Yeouido! Let’s meet Moo-Young Ha! nice to meet you!”
The angle moved with the lively voice of the MC. I must have been in my mid twenties. A man with a sculptural appearance greeted him with a leisurely smile.
“Hello. I’m Ha Moo-young, a rookie actor.”
“Mr. Mooyoung! You must be very busy these days.”
“Still, I took the time to see you.”
“Oh my gosh. Paddy! If Jung dies of a heart attack today, please deal with industrial accidents. Do you know?”
The interview started with a light joke.
“Ego. Ha Moo-young You got the nickname of an actor who is a god, do you know?”
“Yes. I have heard of it.”
“Then why do you call it that?”
At the MC’s mischievous remarks, Mooyoung smiled embarrassedly. Pleasant bass and refined gestures. The staff admired themselves and couldn’t take their eyes off of them.
“I know it as a compliment for a job well done.”
“It’s not usually done well.”
– I thought you were crazy.
-Crazy acting as if possessed.
– Is this a rookie? Nonsense. would be a god
-Ha Moo-young brought the character into reality. I can’t imagine any other actor other than him. non-replaceable. Blessings have come to the Korean entertainment industry.
– You shouldn’t be surprised. look at the face is that human?
-The university is also called Seoyeon University. Seems like a human being.
etc.
When netizens’ comments appeared on the screen, Moo-young was embarrassed by covering her face with her hands. The camera director, who was taking the picture, smiled warmly.
“You are the one who created the myth of going backwards at the box office by word of mouth. His debut film
The MC got excited and blew up the cue sheet. It was her signature from a comedian. It only comes out when you’re really surprised or amazed.
“It’s thanks to good work and meeting good people.”
“Until you be humble! Now, let’s get into the real exploration. When did you first think of becoming an actor, Moo-Young?”
“It was around graduating high school.”
“Hey. What motivated you?”
Mooyoung nodded his head calmly.
“The situation at home was bad. More than you can imagine. One day when I really wanted to die… … Someone told me. He said he could live a different life through acting.”
His eyes gleamed in the light. It was clear that he remembered the not-so-distant past.
“So it started. to live.”
* * *
damn!
“You fucking bastard!”
damn!
“You devil bastard!”
A medium that smells of alcohol. The corners of his mouth were torn and his nose bleed. But today I can’t back down.
“Where do you say it again!”
“… … I will leave when I graduate. Please return the bankbook that Mom left in my name.”
“You bastard who doesn’t even know grace!”
damn!
That man, who has been unable to greet him, is my stepfather.
After my mother passed away in an accident, we have been together for about 5 years.
So, to me, it is a living hell itself.
“Up until now, I’ve spent everything on you, dressing you up, putting you to sleep, and feeding you! What do you do? I’m listening quietly, so I know who the Hogu X God is.”
He grabbed my collar threateningly. I had a headache and couldn’t stand properly.
“You looked after a child who killed their parents, so where do you want to open your eyes and give your money?”
“… … It was an accident.”
“It would have been an accident if it wasn’t for you. A person who drives demons. Someone who should not have been born.”
I saw what others couldn’t.
Miscellaneous ghosts are also miscellaneous, but they are particularly clearly visible. Whenever a black figure that was close to smog came to mind, it was sad in some way. Mother’s death is one of them.
“Why did I get you without a drop of blood?”
The stepfather grabbed my hair and shook it relentlessly. I feel like vomiting I kept hearing tinnitus in my ears.
“But what? Will you leave when you graduate? Don’t be shy and get ready to receive God’s blessing.”
I’ve been in and out of fortune tellers since I was a kid. But the shamans only tilted their heads one by one.
– A child with a divine spirit, but with a different texture.
– A child who has a god but no god to serve.
They said that they would see changes in some way when they become adults, so we’ll just have to wait and see. My stepfather was expecting my ingenuity to explode.
“no, I do not want.”
“What, X-foot?”
“I don’t want to be bullied.”
I resisted removing his hand. If I don’t stop now, the author will definitely hold my neck and shake it until I die. I will be bound to the shrine and live like a dog for the rest of my life.
“Please stop it. please.”
“under! Look at this guy?”
Whoops!
After banging my head against the wall, the stepfather woke up by grabbing the spout of a soju bottle that was lying around.
Cheek!
Sharp glass glistened in the darkness.
I couldn’t move my body because of the extreme fear.
“Whether it’s a mother or a child, it’s the same to earn money because you don’t listen. Moo Young-ah. I think I let you go too far Yes?”
He came closer and smiled.
it was the devil A demon in human disguise.
“Would you like me to scratch your smooth face? can’t go outside Then will you be a little quieter?”
I instinctively retreated. An ashtray at your fingertips. It was a moment of trembling and holding it.
“Ah.”
appear.
Black smog slowly rose and covered the stepfather’s body. It was terrifying, but at the same time enchanting. The sulfur smoke from hell seems to draw him in.
“what.”
The stepfather noticed the change in my eyes and groped my body.
“Wow, are you here?”
It was a drunken voice.
Once it bloomed, there were no exceptions.
From an accident to a major death.
I don’t even know what that would be.
“X-balm! Did you come!”
As he nodded his head slightly, the stepfather became contemplative. And he rushed to me with excitement.
“Oh, get rid of it! Get out of here!”
is that up to me
I’m just looking
If it was possible, my mother wouldn’t have sent me like that.
“You wretched bastard-!”
I don’t know which comes first.
I can see if they are coming. Or am I just seeing what is coming?
But it doesn’t seem to matter to the excited stepfather. He screamed and ran, and I swung the ashtray.
Whoops!
“Aww!”
A lump of blood gushed out of his nose. I ran up the semi-basement stairs barefoot.
“Stand there-! X Baal!”
“Heh-uh-uh-”
The street was dark. It felt like my stepfather was chasing me from behind, and I couldn’t stop. Because the fear of death was stronger than the pain I felt in my feet.
“Wow-”
And then we arrived at a nearby park.
I grabbed the trash can and made my stomach ache. Blood spilled with gastric juice. I think I hit the wrong head earlier, I’m so dizzy.
“Damn it.”
can’t hold back
I need to move, but I don’t lift a finger.
A park clock seen in a blurred field of view.
It was midnight, and it was my eighteenth birthday, and it was the day I had to run away from the house.
… … This is not the time to lie down like this.
“student.”
Then someone put a hand on my eye.
It was warm.
“Why are you here?”
A mysterious voice with ambiguous gender and age.
Tears are flowing without me knowing.
“this. It must have been very difficult.”
Yes. I thought I was going to die.
I’m really dying now.
“Life is very tough. Even if it was twisted, it was twisted properly.”
Why am I the only one doing this?
Everyone is living a normal life, so why am I the only one doing this?
“Because God is in your body. Ordinary fate is unacceptable.”
What do you mean?
what god?
“Do you want to live?”
Absolutely.
“Even if you survive like this, your nephew will not change. It would still be hell itself.”
No, isn’t that too much? X foot.
what did i do so wrong
“There is a way instead.”
A light laugh rang out together.
“Live someone else’s life instead of yours. It would be correct to say that I borrowed my life.”
Since a while ago, I’ve only been saying bizarre things, so let me explain it a little bit easier.
“Nothing. It means step into someone’s shadow and erase yours.”
My name is not in Chinese characters.
“This opportunity is a birthday present. trust me you’ll do well Besides, you have special eyes.”
That’s why it’s the way it is now.
But no answer came.
All I can feel is someone’s warm touch.
I just missed the string of consciousness.
* * *
“Oh my gosh!”
A janitor who shakes me loudly. It was a look of disgust and disgust.
“What the hell are you doing here in this outfit? I need to call an ambulance to use this!”
My head felt like it was going to break, but it was okay.
It is the park that has lost its mind.
Blood-stained clothes and burning wounds.
everything as it is.
“Who did you hit? Shall I call the police?”
“… … What time is it now?”
“It was a little past six. Gosh. I’m wearing this for now. now. Cover this too.”
The janitor took off my coat and covered me with newspaper. Snow piled up around it. It is a miracle that he did not die.
“Hey! This is Hanbit Park!”
I looked down at the rustling newspaper. I was dazed, but at one point, a sentence caught my eye.
It was an interview article with a famous actor.
[The charm of acting? Borrowing a character’s life-]
“no. Surang-dong Hanbit Park! Yeah? Have you already left? What are you talking about? I just called for the first time.”
[An opportunity to live someone else’s life, not mine. When I hate reality, I act when that happens. The moment I assimilate with the characters, I can hide in their lives and erase myself.]
There was a great shudder, as if struck by an electric shock.
Because it was the same as what the mysterious voice said.
I jumped up and returned the clothes to the janitor.
“student? it’s okay?”
“Thanks for waking me up.”
“Oh! Wait a minute!”
It was barefoot, but it didn’t matter.
I’ve been very drunk, so I’m sure I’ll be out of touch by now. During this time, I had to pack my bags and leave. I will run away anywhere. Run away and live.
‘Let’s postpone.’
“Heh-uh-uh-”
‘If you want to get out of this disgusting life-‘
Tick Tack!
‘Smoke-!’
My heart was pounding like crazy while I was running. It seemed that he had finally found a way. A way to save the poor me, Ha Moo-young.
“I will take control. Do not cross the line.”
The alley in front of the house I just arrived at.
Police cars and residents were tangled up here and there, and there was a commotion.
The people who saw my messed up look shuddered and cleared the road.
“Why did this deal happen?”
“It’s obvious. Aren’t you tired of drinking?”
“It was very cold yesterday. It’s even snowing.”
“But it fell like that. Ttttttttt.”
“Did you fall forward? My nose is broken.”
“The ambulance was called for nothing.”
A familiar face appeared in the midst of the gossiping crowd.
The corpse of the stepfather stretched out and hardened. The police put a white cloth over it.
“student?”
I walked forward as if possessed.
The shaman’s words that he would change in some way when he became an adult were true.
‘What else is that?’
A strange phenomenon that catches my attention rather than his death. Brilliant pollen was scattered around the stepfather’s body. It is the opposite of smog.
luck.
I knew intuitively what it evoked, and the death of my stepfather was the first luck of my life.
